And you will be hurt.
Mangled, wrecked,
Contorted, in despair,
All because you wished
You could be free.
The burden was too much to bear,
Your life was just too much to spare.
And you will still stay.
Alive, existing,
Concious, but hating,
Pleading for your life
To merely end.
You despise the pain you live through,
The events have just been all askew.
And yet you try again.
Bashing, slicing,
striking, you're blind.
You don't understand
That you're worth more.
All the things you'd be throwing away,
So you won't have to live another day.
But it doesn't work.
And then you laugh.
Mocking, scoffing,
Ridiculing this world.
The bright lights flash around me as I dance, unaware of the people surrounding me. I don't need to know. I just need to dance. I raise my arms above me and throw my head back, closing my eyes and feeling the beat of the house music, still seeing the bright lights behind my eyelids. They are indelible, forever to be forged into my mind.
This is where I belong, here on the dance floor. No one knows me. I can't be hassled by the piques of reality while moving my body in ways that cannot be described. All I need, and all I'll ever need, are these neon lights flashing and a beat to make me feel contented.
It's enough to make me never want to go
And you will be hurt.
Mangled, wrecked,
Contorted, in despair,
All because you wished
You could be free.
The burden was too much to bear,
Your life was just too much to spare.
And you will still stay.
Alive, existing,
Concious, but hating,
Pleading for your life
To merely end.
You despise the pain you live through,
The events have just been all askew.
And yet you try again.
Bashing, slicing,
striking, you're blind.
You don't understand
That you're worth more.
All the things you'd be throwing away,
So you won't have to live another day.
But it doesn't work.
And then you laugh.
Mocking, scoffing,
Ridiculing this world.
The bright lights flash around me as I dance, unaware of the people surrounding me. I don't need to know. I just need to dance. I raise my arms above me and throw my head back, closing my eyes and feeling the beat of the house music, still seeing the bright lights behind my eyelids. They are indelible, forever to be forged into my mind.
This is where I belong, here on the dance floor. No one knows me. I can't be hassled by the piques of reality while moving my body in ways that cannot be described. All I need, and all I'll ever need, are these neon lights flashing and a beat to make me feel contented.
It's enough to make me never want to go
Current Residence: SoCal deviantWEAR sizing preference: Smallplz Print preference: ~ Favourite genre of music: GLEE~ Favourite photographer: Lots~ Favourite style of art: All of 'em! :D Operating System: Windows Vista MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch~ Shell of choice: I get to choose a shell? SWEET Wallpaper of choice: Idk, something sexy. Skin of choice: My flesh? Favourite cartoon character: Cosmo! Personal Quote: I'm not that kind of girl.
Favourite Visual Artist
Everyone who's my favorite artist~
Favourite Movies
How To Train Your Dragon!!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
I've got like, 50.
Favourite Writers
My friends, ~Away-From-Me, ~amateurwriter
Favourite Games
Sims 3, Fiesta, Perfect World...
Favourite Gaming Platform
Who noes?
Tools of the Trade
The ones that kill yoo. >8]
Other Interests
As long as there's eternity, as long as there is you~
Taken from !Serynzia (https://www.deviantart.com/serynzia). It looked fun :D
VAMPIRE~
[ ] You rather be pale than tan.
[ ] You like to eat or drink red things
[ ] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them. Don't know lol
[ ] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive.
[x] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it.
[x] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak
[ ] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others. Am I?
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[x] You're more active at night.
Total: 3
~WEREWOLF~
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
O hai there.
So... this is awkward.
Umm... :D?
Message count at 10,339... and that's just deviations, I think. I deleted all the journals and now I'm just going through my watch list and looking at people's latest journals to see if they left/switched accounts, and I'm also reviewing deviations to see if I actually want to watch people anymore because I really need to cut down. Lulz. (Deleted all my polls too. Sorry.) I really do want to look at all the deviations, but I'm not sure if I can live up to that promise...
Anyways! Onto the real topic. My friends ~BuckletBerri (https://www.deviantart.com/buckletberri), :iconPeaceorlove:, and hopefully :iconHumptyWasPushed: (even t